This entry is really for me to let myself out of loneliness !!!!!
This evening I feel like putting another n3 for the day just because I'm feeling a bit lonely , the house seems very quiet, izzat is having his 1st exam and busy doing his revision and mimi doesn't play outside since all kids are having exams.. zaid had gone back to mu'tah coz tomorrow he's having a friendly badminton match in Tafileh .
Once in a while I just cannot stand feeling so lonely being apart from almost half of my family members even though I chat and talk to them almost everyday. I feel so down sometimes after talking to them especially to my two lovely grown up daughters because I can't touch them, I can't hug them, I can't kiss them and I can't pinch their cheeks. For me, talking in the phones is not talking in real sense, it lacks the facial expressions and the ummpph is not truly there even with webcam around.
My daughters are like my friends, we chat just about everything..... from fashion to entertainment to social issues and sometimes into politics.
I can't wait to meet my daughter sofea end of June when she's coming back for summer holidays but I'm gonna miss sumayyah who will only be coming back next winter since her summer holidays is too short .
NOt to mention, I'm also very much missing my dearly darling hubby but I'm still okay knowing that he's coming back here end of this month , InsyaAllah.
I MISS ALL OF YOU GUYS !!! I LOVE ALL OF YOU !!!
Monday, March 12, 2007
AM I LONELY OR WHAT ???
Posted by silversarina at 5:54 PM
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oh how my heart cried thinking of your loneliness.You just have to take it one day at a time,time passes very fast now adays soon everyone will be a family again.
cheer up:)
I know the feeling. Won't be long...:D
i don't like long conversations over the phone, too, but sometimes, i am forced to listen to the other end or be rude!
i also hate it when my hubby goes off for even a few days, but what to do.
i also hate that my children have to be away from me because of their responsibilities. even as i am writing, my youngest is at this moment deep in her studies. tapi, once in a while, she'd come over and ask for a hug!
kak elle....... I selalunya tabah but sometimes memang rasa rindu tak terkata.....
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hazia...... tq for sharing your feeling. InsyaAllah I'll be ok.
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intan.........I always calm myself by saying they're away for their future ....I miss them so much lah intan.....:(
Rindu pada anak berbeza dengan rindu pd yg lain.. the feeling tu susah nak gambarkan kan?
Hi Loveujordan,
Duh! Loneliness...terrible...terrible. I have read somewhere when we are depressed our best friend during such a time is a book. It keeps us company and at the same time expands our mind. Only, when I am depressed I dont have the concentration to read. Sigh! But hey, you blog. So blog away the blues then..
halamak, yr story this time kinda shoot me in the face.
here i am complaining about my 3 kids screaming on top of their lungs and all the noises they make in the house and all i want is some peace and quietness in the house. and here i am reading yr stories about your loneliness, far from your children and husband. oh wow, i should be appreciating them for being around me for one day, they will move out of the house and i'll be left alone.
thanks for reminding me this...cheers dahling!
bila ada kat rumah, rasa nak marah buat bising.
tapi bila takde, kita rindu kat dorang...
Ermm. Saye setuju ngan cik dinz. Kite sbg manusia ni kadang2 tak tahu nak menghargai org2 yg ada di sekeliling kita. Tapi bile org2 tu dah takde, barulah kite mula menghargai org2 tersebut & merindui mereka. Saye btul2 rindu kawan2 saye yg dah balik Msia for good. Hmmmm..
sya........ dia kan bila rindu teramat sangat datang melanda, automatic air mata mengalir .
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ruby.......... you're right bila lonely baca buku pun tak jadi penawar, tu yang 'terblog ' jugak kesunyian diri.
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kc........ biasa my friends kata untung I kawin awal sebab anak-anak cepat je dah dewasa tapi bila fikir balik muda lagi dah 'kehilangan' anak-anak ....
betul you cakap sementara anak-anak ada kat rumah, layanlah karenah diaorang yang akan jadi kenangan masa depan :D
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cikdinz...... tulah dah tak de mula teringat gelagat diaorang .masa takkan berpatah balik....
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jhazkitaro...... tempat bermain lagi dikenang ye, nikan pulak insan semasa susah senang...ni baru kawan nanti dah berkeluarga mesti you rasa rindu teramat pada yang tersayang ...
Hi Kak Rina,
Kak Ruby Ahmad is right. Let this blog take away your lonliness blues. We are here to keep u company as well.
LUJ...memang terasa sunyi bile ditinggalkan sendirian lebih2 lagi bila hubby jauh diperantauan. Anak dara kak lady tu adalah kawan baik kak lady juga...teman berbual...teman bergaduh & tempat bercerita....segalanya kak lady lakukan bersama...
Can always Blog the Blues away...
Hopefully it works or be some kind of helps.
Cheers.
One Q , 1986. masa tuu kat mana ? GWU ?
LUJ
Usah demam rindu ye...lagi susah kalau sesorang sakit..takde sapa nak jaga..nanti lagi depress.
Tak suka bila rindu melanda...semua tak kena
esok-esok rindu dendam kat cucu-cucu pulak ya. hehehe... tak habis2 rindu-rindauan ni!!!
nj....... thanx for the support from all my dearest bloggers.
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kak lady......... kehidupan berkeluarga kita lebih kurang sama cuma you still have your huda around once in a while .
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jokontan........ memang blogs banyak membantu mengurangkan kesunyian, tq.
1986.. my hubby di GWU, I di AU.. you kat DC jugak ke ????
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k.d. ...... ok dah .InsyaAllah taklah sampai demam rindu, dah biasa cuma kadang-kadang terlebih rindu... :)
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mamasarah.......... harapnya taklah nanti dah ada cucu duk melekat rindu.... sebab plan dah tua nak round the world berdua (larat lagi ke masa tu ??? )
I can't imagine myself not having my kids at home. Even when they had their night out at their cousins', I felt so lonely. And I am a father y'know.
Well... now I know, GWU circa 1986? Perhaps we used to bump each other because DC was a very familiar place to me. I'd be there every now and then. I'd spend time entertaining the cookoo En Mahpa at MSD reading Utusan Malaysia on my day trip to DC. I'd be there at River Place. Sometimes we would be just as crazy playing soccer close to the monument.
Mind you I was not in DC though.
Err...
Rufina was at Catholic. Know her? Where's Rufina now? Her boyfriend then was my close friend named Mahzan. It didn't work out between them.
gab...... lama dah I syak you kawan baik matjan, ex bf rufina bila you ada tulis you stdudied in norfolk tapi I tak berani nak tanya.... river place ..that's my place. I room8 mimi/rozita comel , ingat tak, and lepas tu I room8 rufina jugak , then I got married and jarang contact diaorang dah.
I knew abt fina/matjan broke up after I dah balik kg and last news I tau fina kawin dengan kentang dan tinggal di penang...
you ni H***f ke ????
Mimi? Rozita? hahaha. Man, I can be as close as revealing the whole me over in the blog. No, I am not Hanif. I am Zack. Hanif transferred to UTK (Univ. Tenn at Knoxville). I was in the rebellious gang of Faizal, Apek and Kentang also but little did I know Kentang married Rufina. That's cool!
gab....hahaha a small world indeed... you pun pernah crush dgn mimi ke ????? I know her in and out.... she's a sweet pie...
I tak kenal zack but your gang tu memang my gang before I joined my usrah group... well kisah dulu2 I pun gang nakal jugak tapi tak sangka you pun in the same gang hehehe ...
so , you're safe now...I tak kenal you.keep on blogging bro :D
gab ...... fyi... rushdan and syukri sama flite dgn I masa gi US , hazih kadir is my hubby's best friend coming from delaware and until now memang masih close friend, dia di kerteh and I memang rapat dgn keluarga dia malah rapat dengan famili dia di kelate, faizal banyak kisah lama yng takkan dilupakan...hartini tak pasti siapa..... you taukan that mimi comel tak kawin dgn niput.... panjang dah I cite hal lama ni...
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